(quote) This speech

Before we start i warn i get anxiety attacks
and its not a battle but it is attached
like blood vessle to a very large tank
punching me in the stomach in fact
i puke shit from my mouth, am sorry for the smell
to the environment, it must not have been with u well
but swells, just wanna give up heads
so when i sweat, ur decision maybe made
but nice so i could sleep later without sleeping meds
and i don't know, for no reason i get panicks
must be one of those things, i really think it is
has nothing to do with u, after all it has happened to many
before you, so lets start, hope it goes better than this speech

I start by smiling and shutting my lip
too many ways to go, am choosing nothing
it certainly can't go any worst than it usually is
i have tried to fix ended up worsten
decision decision, wasn't
and maybe she can take more than normal chicks
intead of letting words flow, i shut it
the lids without leads can't possibly leak
and expand to kicks drugs usually gives
shaking like boy, when does this train leave
confusing everything with hints brain aching
i done gave up on these things
but once i wish am better than am doing
to just sit and eat in a date without explicit shit
and walk out the place happy like couple just married

Or i can go with plan B, whatever it is
after thinking several times what it could be
only there would information become real
and i start talking none stop about me
when i really knew the rules to this things
cuss if i had wanted to sleep with my self
i only had to close the door and spread my legs
to wake up memorising lines in break up
to deliver it like an actor still in room making up
so it will be concentrate on the taste of the place
the girls clothing and recognise how shiny is her face
couple with things i already like about her, i tell no lies
use my own tricks long since tucked in my sleeveless tie
and no matter what my wreck of a mind finds
my lips are sealed with the key lost in lost and never find
so the evening will be ever fine like it suppose to be with a chick that fine
and hope against all odds cuss we are not meant to fight
that she be the one that would dig me out of the sad sidelines
how two spy meet and kiss, sparks dance anywhere they dine
as close individual that had a lot in common are always divine

(quote) In a red dress

Am old school, old fashion i call my shoe
anyone tells me what to do, i tell them shoo
don't talk too loud and hush below girls tush
so everywhere is bright except my eyes
i see alright but thats what isn't right
how i wear cloths is how i seem to roll
many sip bear i team up and shoot boar
when i harm someone everyone blames me
and lately i choke myself too when am lonely
its tough being a guy who is always a minor
in his own mind but unfortunately strong enough
so i don't get to die suicide major
just get low and do like Bible Noal
eat salt fish and divide river, whatever the fuck for

So, skirt is everywhere and so is my eyes
shorts and underwear, i see it even blind
pants tucked in deep ass crack wise
and am cracking jokes in my rottened mind
just couldn't keep away from noticing
bet everyone else is use to it or just discretely
but that leaves me with hundreds of women
all butt naked in my minds eyes shaving with cream blend
had to cast my face down or be made
just matter of time before up everyone's fed
and am asked to leave, might as well be the country
u think they do that right on how i gawk and drool spit
noooo everyone keep to themselves cute baby pee
gotta be nice to the stranger, what bunch of bull doody
cuss no feed back no better massage from the massues
it all ends in court where a dumb ass finally sues to dads in suit
who take time out to lick lips just looking at you
and no u don't see girl, they are smart and getting their own too

I created and provided couple of tricks
ha ha more like cuddle up she
but the truth is i try to be a good citizen
but chicks don't make it so easy
like i saw one in her tiny bIt nighty
and i almost crashed my car staring
plus most hot chicks are there to kill
certainly to kill for while in their best or least
i just stare, where they come from, sea?
so freshly squeezed with a lemon juice ice cream
looking so clean, dressed like god would have been
like there an't nothing else in the world to worry
when they there to make sure us all get durries
but they just tease cuss right after they leave
like they don't know notice the kind of weapon they heed
leaving poor me to disguise my rabidly growing screams
lifting from right under me, pointing tip first towards the chick
how it saw only mind could adjust that score
cuss am all out of myths to try figuring out that one

(quote) Suck away

Ha, am feeling empty after duty called and i listened
on a toilet sit and shocked by how girly i peed
and on this gorgeous day with nothing on my mind that stayed
the sun beating hot on me and i won't just leave
find a place where comfortable has my name
but not before the door knocks the hell out of me
in form of a guy yelling boo and me using christ name in vain
with the first thought that pop up my walled up head
bet sweat even dripping on a stinky hell
so my shores are just there, am too lazy to go
i thought then why not make something to go
but i cannot cook, am a no good gold
how my girl liked me soon, oh she left a while ago
dats my i tend carefully on my fragile ego
and snapping at people who maybe not know
but who cares, at some point everything is just far off
all i care about there is kicking bejesus out of em all

My stomach cries, i warned it to shut up
what of if its going dry, dat threat was so lame UFC promotion
am Avenger now, everything else is on demotion
find me fighting crime, am the one cursing all the commotion
cuss i searched and did not find, when i was told to knock
but the door was still locked, lost my shit and it wasn't my fault
the old man i found behind the door, had to get his head checked
am afraid my old trademark was talk till migrain or old man faint
so best be where i won't hear, so when shriek vibrates
it be just me playing red finger nail kneel deep in the eighties
playing games out of style long ago, am accentric that way
can't handle me, get a handle and stuck it between the sheets piq!
i was born in 18 century but okay acting like a kid shocked with eletricity
in a wild city room robbers climbed trying to sniff you
its free ticket to Japan, can't say nothing wrong about the cook
as far as money an't leaving my pocket, am your dude
curse no rocket or the whole world will be doomed

I hear noises, is that my plans running away
cuss am aroused, pls girl don't be that way
am artistic in the bed room, don't think its gay
am just nuts about your butt when you walk away
so so much in my head, i can't get a head way
i could break stuff but i would still be steadly fucked
with my back side against the wall and the girls say yack
i looked like a flappy old gizzad too scared for no as an answer
so i piss off everyone and hope vanity vainly to get mastered
when i showed no good will, expected the fight to not be clustered
am investing something new and its not monsters
tried that, been fat but none of my work roitered
now people just making fun of me and am frusted
plus i can't catch a break on how closely am being ministered
like i liked any choice with foreign on it that i have to get used to
better happy in bed, leaving so much in my wake, am so afraid to
"Beez on the Trap" Nicki gotta learn to choose good rappers for songs of ghetto